{"id":389,"date":"2012-03-18T10:41:25","date_gmt":"2012-03-18T18:41:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lyspeth.com\/blog\/?p=389"},"modified":"2012-03-18T10:41:25","modified_gmt":"2012-03-18T18:41:25","slug":"mistaken-beliefs-about-myself-poetry-edition","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lyspeth.com\/blog\/2012\/03\/18\/mistaken-beliefs-about-myself-poetry-edition\/","title":{"rendered":"Mistaken beliefs about myself: poetry edition"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>One of the questions that I find myself perennially engaging with is about whether we are the authorities on ourselves, and what epistemic status our knowledge about ourselves has vs. others&#8217; knowledge of us.<\/p>\n<p>I was reminded of this when I was out running this morning along the Alameda Ridge and went by one of the <a href=\"http:\/\/poetrypostspdx.com\/\">Poetry Posts<\/a>. The owner had chosen e.e. cummings <a href=\"http:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/poem\/176657\">&#8220;in Just-&#8220;<\/a> to put in the post, and I stopped to read it, appreciating its timeliness and the lovely rhythm of the poem. I&#8217;ve heard it before, but not for years, and never in the outdoors in the moment of &#8220;Just- spring&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>After I stopped to read it I remembered that I&#8217;ve said to myself many times that I &#8220;don&#8217;t like poetry&#8221;, by which I mean if you&#8217;d asked me &#8220;What do you think of poetry as an art form?&#8221; I probably would say that I generally find it pretty hard to engage with. I don&#8217;t like to read poetry the way that I like to read novels or nonfiction prose. But actually, there are many individual poems, and many poets, whose work I enjoy &#8212; like e.e. cummings, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.americanpoems.com\/poets\/emilydickinson\/11693\">Emily Dickinson<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.poets.org\/viewmedia.php\/prmMID\/15535\">William Carlos Williams<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/allspirit.co.uk\/longfellow.html#day\">Longfellow<\/a>, Wordsworth (whose &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.blupete.com\/Literature\/Poetry\/WordsworthDaffodils.htm\">Daffodils<\/a>&#8221; was in yet another poetry post I saw on my run today; also timely and beautiful), Frost, and Keats.\u00c2\u00a0 My yoga teacher reads poetry to us sometimes, and I&#8217;ve enjoyed that (she likes <a href=\"http:\/\/peacefulrivers.homestead.com\/maryoliver.html#anchor_14792\">Mary Oliver<\/a>). I also write poetry myself, mostly haiku, because I like to capture beautiful moments that I can&#8217;t photograph. And I always stop to read the poetry posts when I see them!<\/p>\n<p>In retrospect, seems strange to think that I would have said I &#8220;don&#8217;t like poetry&#8221; until I suddenly realized that it didn&#8217;t seem like an apt description of my experience! The idea of not liking poetry was, I guess, a story I came up with to explain why I often don&#8217;t enjoy reading poems (which is true). What I think I was missing is that for me, appreciating and enjoying poetry comes in the form of &#8216;liking&#8217; poems because they resonate with me in the moment that I experience them, not in the form of enjoying reading them in sequence at arbitrary times. It&#8217;s an excellent example of a case where I didn&#8217;t have a very clear sense of what my experience really was, and was definitely not a clear-eyed authority on myself. But now I am. Right? :-)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One of the questions that I find myself perennially engaging with is about whether we are the authorities on ourselves, and what epistemic status our knowledge about ourselves has vs. others&#8217; knowledge of us. 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